I feel that feeling again. Every morning. As a fucking stuck to the skin disease. I don't want to get up for fear of finding your fresh look in any street of this bitter, dark city. Lift the head and the sky is gray, the clouds cry your absence, as the night before.
Now everything has changed the way windows looking Distracted, having profiles that I dislike. The sad aftermath immersed in past alcohol with in my skin. And while I wash the face, the dirt remains: the sad and painful memories of wounds washed in alcohol. But now the sun is out and it is time to follow.
The clocks seem to have stopped lately. No matter what happens, the pain lingers. However, I still want him. Sometimes you see hope, crossing the corner, at least only for a moment to gather the essence of your touch, just for a second.
Traces of the sleepless night stay glued to the sidewalk. The world is smaller when you love doesn't walk at your side. The cars pass before my dumb penalty, as in a motion of condolence.
I go to his house, and still feel your aroma. I imagine their bright eyes reflected in the window, and smiled for no apparent reason for the lady who walks her dog. I work up the courage and no one to call to your door. I cannot, I repeat again and again while the lady's dog looks at me with boredom. And hit, hit my knuckles with the intensity of the world. And the pain starts to hurt, pat firmly what is left of my skin and full of forgiveness that he hadn't spoken, tell it to the door, only to desire, kiss him and put out his arms. But no matter, because it is Saturday, and he has left.
I hope you've liked the story, I wrote some time ago in a cold and rainy winter night in which I couldn't sleep.
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OOH FIRST MAYBE?
ReplyDeleteWow, that was a really good story, seriously. I am no good at writing stories because I don't have the ideas which is why I stick to essays. How cool am I?!
Ah that sounds like a very tiring day.
ReplyDeleteMy day was pretty good, but boring haha.
That story was pretty amazing you're a really talented writer! I was I had those skills haha. ;)
Me gusto la historia Bea, lástima que mi inglés precario no me deje disfrutar de cada expresión como debe ser...
ReplyDeleteigualmente el sentimiento que expresa se nota.
Un beso enorme:)
Awww Bea that sucks :(. Sounds like you, like all of us really need a break *hugs*
ReplyDeleteYou're very welcome, you have some serious talent! :)
ReplyDeleteAweh well I love pimples. :) Lmao. But I don't think I'd like them too much if I had them for a long time.
ReplyDeleteYou're welcome. :)
Things are fine, just boring as usual haha. How about you?
Yeah, you are really right. :D Thanks for that!
ReplyDeleteEverything is alright thanks. :) What about for you?
I like that story, you should have more unsleeples nights :-)) No, I´m kidding ;-)
ReplyDeleteGlad to hear that everything is going well with you. :)
ReplyDeleteHows your weekend been?
hey bea :)
ReplyDeleteare you really from Spain??? me too ^^ it's always great to find another spanish people :)
we HAVE to keep in contact :D
xx
Well have fun doing maths. :)
ReplyDeleteI am doing art and then moving onto Chinese.
I am studying for Chinese, ugh! Well was but then I found out I had a massive english homework. :|
ReplyDeleteThat's a really nice story! There's a few mistakes but I really liked it. :D You created really nice imagery. :)
ReplyDeleteHey Bea, your writing is amazing! I enjoyed reading it. I also checked out your deviantart, you have some nice stuff on there, good work :)
ReplyDeleteHey it is no problem that you were busy :). Thank you for the comment on my blog. I know he is really immature. Thank goodness I want need to see him again ever in a few days :D. So, how are you? xx
ReplyDeleteWow your writing is good, I have the feeling that this story is a bit sad.
ReplyDeleteThe exam went OK so I am happy. It is really interesting but yeah, very difficult!
ReplyDeleteHow was your day? :)
You're welcome, and ooh the party sounds interesting haha.
ReplyDeleteAw thanks, glad you like my blogs. :)
It was definitely a shocker when she said her brother had the flu! D:
Everything has been going great lately, I've actually been having an awesome week. :)
How about you?